A Look Inside my Mind

Have you ever experienced a moment when you’re suddenly thinking of someone and missing them terribly? How would you describe that feeling in a few paragraphs? Can you elaborate on it? Is missing someone so dear, yet so far out of reach, truly worth it? Gosh, I miss someone so badly, and I’m aware that this is going to be a major cycle in my life. Here is a poem that captures my sadness, regret, hurt, and hope

Missing You

Thinking of you is like watching a show

Full of drama, joy, and pain;

Laughter to remember,

Tears to bear.

Oh, how I miss 

Everything about you.

Oh, how I regret the moments past,

The childishness of our relationship -

Full of cowardice and many trials.

I wish it could have survived another loop.

I didn't know love was an abstract art;

That it's all about give and take.

I didn't know love and feelings could change -

Not until we failed the game

I wish there were room for another chance,

To rewind and undo what has been done.

God, you know how hard it felt

When I lost the one I held most dear

Time passes, yet the wound still bleeds;

No doctor or surgeon can heal the pain.

God, I pray, please take my breath,

For I cannot forgive or forget the past.

"Child, everything happens for a reason."

Was the reply to comfort the soul - 

To quiet the subconscious,

And find the strength to hope again. 

I miss that person, but sadness and regret have become my most dominant feelings.

~m3@~

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